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Fed Lies
02:52
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I was nothing but a slave to your will.
Another tool for the time you had to kill.
Just another temporary solution for your loneliness.
You played your games, you had your fun.
You deceived me since day one.
Played your games and then you threw me away.
You pulled me close only to push me away.
All hope disappears.
I’m not the First and I won’t be the last.
How could I turn a blind eye to your past.
I should have known, that this would never last.
You played your games, you had your fun.
You deceived me since day one.
Played your games and then you threw me away.
You pulled me close only to push me away.
All hope disappears.
Fed lies, Fed shit, you offer up excuses for all that you did.
You deserted me, and now you go and play the fucking victim?
You were nothing but a fucking mistake.
You pulled me close, just to push me away.
Scars still remain until this very day.
Nothing changed after all these years.
The pain adds up, all hope disappears.
All hope disappears.
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Hollow
02:06
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Afraid to face change, still figuring out why.
Someway, somehow, my ambitions got sucked dry.
And when I think about the years to come.
A cold fear grips me and leaves me numb.
And I tried, oh yeah I tried.
But something is eating away at me from the inside out.
And I tried, oh yeah I tried.
But anger and depression keep pre-dominating my mind.
Pacing back and forth, inside a cell I created myself.
I’m heading full speed towards this living hell.
I dwell in doubt I scream and shout, but nobody is giving answers.
The pressure is hollowing me out, it consumes like fucking cancer.
I dwell in doubt, I scream and shout, but nobody is giving answers.
The pressure that I feel inside consumes like a fucking cancer.
Set fire, to the pain that haunts me every fucking day.
And I tried, yeah I tried.
But something is eating away at me from the inside out.
I think I’m alive, I feel the air that I breathe,
Then I rip open my chest, and look for something that beats.
But there is nothing left.
Nothing left inside of me.
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Focus
02:00
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Thought rush from one corner to the other,
to finally find them crashing into each other,
I long for focus I try, try to understand.
But at the end of the day, not a single – hour seems well spent.
I try so hard to regain control – no hour seems well spent.
Still hunting for my soul.
I try, I try to get by and do the shit I like.
But there is a barrier that’s holding me down.
It controls my mind, controls my mind.
What is it that is making me shine?
Will I push through this time?
Or does my mind still doubt, everything in sight?
I can’t seem to find focus, why can’t I go with the flow.
Will I find my way in life or live it, figuring out where to go?
Will I find my way in life or spend it, hunting for a soul.
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Distrust
03:18
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Friendly faces, but something’s itching.
I can’t seem to figure it out.
Kind words, but something’s missing.
Should I believe, what’s coming out of your mouth?
This paranoia, infecting my judgment, I can’t see wrong from right.
What's the source of all this distrust blurring my, fucking sight?
Is it only me? Who sees your lack of honesty.
Or am I playing tricks on myself again?
Maybe all of this suspicion comes from the things, I’ve heard and seen.
People stabbing each other’s backs, to keep their own, conscience clean.
This paranoia, infecting my judgement, I can’t see wrong from right.
What’s the source of all this distrust blurring my, fucking sight?
Is it only me? Who sees your lack of honesty.
Or am I playing tricks on myself again?
Is it only me? Who senses your hypocrisy?
Or am I playing tricks on myself?
On myself.
Because I rather build a wall - around myself yeah,
than to end up in this living hell - living hell again.
Because I rather build a wall, than to end up in this living hell.
I’m still trying to figure out, if it is me or them, who can’t be trusted.
But for now, I only trust myself.
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Never Again
02:48
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I’m sinking deeper in this daydream again.
The day is only beginning and I’m looking forward to the end.
And I can’t face the countless hours I’ve spent.
Every tick on the clock, tightens the noose around my neck.
And I know, the only way out, is myself.
But I found myself down this vicious cycle again, when will it end?
I’m sinking deeper in this daydream again,
Lay awake overnight, seems like there is no end in sight.
keep lying to myself to keep my conscious clean.
No room for dreams without self-esteem.
Life feels worthless to me.
And I’m the only one to set myself free.
And I know, the only way out, is myself.
But I found myself down this vicious cycle again, when will it end?
No room for dreams without and fucking self-esteem.
Fuck it.
It’s safe to say, I’ve learned from my mistakes.
Never again I’ll settle for a life I fucking hate.
I’ll have to change my ways, before it’s too late.
Never, never again.
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Mindwar Lokeren, Belgium
Belgian hardcore from Lokeren
since 2015
VOCAL-ANTHONY
GUITAR-EMANUEL
GUITAR-ANDY
BASS-EMMANUEL
DRUMS-JELLE
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